I was in Turkey a few weeks ago.
And I woke up every morning with these words in my head: “Help! I’m going to run out of money!”
It felt so real, and along with the thoughts came that panic in my body, that feeling that I was powerless to change anything here, that what my mind was telling me was actually true.
Well, to be honest, I suffered this for a bit, allowing my mind to find evidence of why this thought in my head was true, and feeling more and more miserable.
And then I finally remembered to ask a question.
Is this actually true?
Errr, no it’s not true.
The idea that you are powerless to change your reality is a lie. However much it may seem that our financial realities are beyond our control, that is simply not true.
There are simple questions we can ask, and I will give you a couple of my favourites here:
What can I be and do different today, that will create me money right away?
What one action can I take today that will create me money right away?
What else is possible that I haven’t even considered?
And beyond that, of course, the tip top important thing to remember here is - this was not mine!
I hadn’t had these thoughts when I was in Egypt, am not having them here in Croatia - I was just highly aware of the reality of a lot of people in Turkey at this time!
So, when you have this kind of heaviness, despair, stuckness in your world, please, please remember to check in if it’s yours, and if it’s not ask for it to go back to sender with consciousness attached!
I hope that’s useful to you, dear friend.
And if you would like more of these tools to lead you to the potency with money you actually be, then please consider joining me for the amazing Business Done Different class I have coming up very soon.
Business Done Different
10th - 13th February 2022
6pm - 1030pm CET
Live in Zagreb and Online Via Zoom
With Arabic Translation
Register here: bit.ly/BDDFeb
Over the last few months, it seemed as though both my businesses had stopped.
I had less money coming in, fewer clients, and quite honestly a lot of wrongness, panic and fear in my world.
This has all changed beyond belief, and I would love to share with you some of the questions I have asked to gain clarity.
First of all, super simple - is it actually true that my business has stopped?
Big fat resounding NO!
In the same way as your body can communicate really loudly when you’re not paying attention to it (we probably all know that one), so can your business. What better way to get you to pay attention than to slow down revenue, slow down customers?
What if this were not a problem, what if this was just information?
Business, what do you desire now? Business, what can I change now?
And above all, as soon as you go to the conclusion that your business is stopping, it will stop!
And here is a question worth its weight in gold!
What am I not acknowledging that is already actualising?
Just because the money isn’t there, the clients aren’t there, we tend to think something is “wrong”. NO - what if we are closer to what we desire than we think we are? What if it’s “just” our point of view that is preventing it all from actualising?
All of this brought and brings a sense of peace, space and lightness in my world, and is already changing the “physical” actualisation of the MORE that I am asking for.
Please use these tools and questions if they resonate with you!
And if you would like MORE, I invite you to an amazing 3 day deep dive Business Done Different class, online over 4 evenings starting 10th February 2022.
You can register here: bit.ly/BDDFeb
Is now the time?
**If you'd like more here's a video I did about all of this:
I remember so clearly. It was over three years ago now, just as I was really beginning to create an international business. It was almost a casual decision: “Oh! Let’s meet every morning at 9 am and pull energy together.”
So for at least 18 months, my hosts in different places and I met online and did an energy pull together. And guess what? This is when my business started to really take off.
At a certain point, I began to be too busy to do the pulls, we said we would do them once a twice a week, it didn’t really have the same momentum.
Until the beginning of this year - when I have started meeting with everyone creating with me every morning - and yes, it is creating magic in my business and in my life again - everything speeding up with my business, more people coming to classes, more money coming in, and more enjoyment somehow.
So what exactly is an energy pull?
I always judged myself as shy, whilst hesitating to use that word about me. Why? Because I had so much judgement of it, and somehow thought by not talking about it, only mentioning it to the people closest to me who I could trust, somehow nobody else would know.
Of course everybody knew. That’s how secrets are. Everyone knows what we try to conceal about us.
And what was so awful that I wanted to hide it about me? Well, here is the dictionary definition, which still makes me feel a tiny bit “yuk.”
“The tendency to feel awkward, worried or tense during social encounters, especially with unfamiliar people.”
Mmmmmm - my whole life was dominated by the fear of meeting new people, the fear of appearing stupid, and if it came to speaking up in front of people, the whole thing escalated! I remember a time when I had to do some presentations for work: they were every six months, and I would spend two months worrying about them, and two months beating myself up for the failure I had been again! That didn’t leave much time for relaxing and enjoying my life!
Hello I’m Fiona and I’m magic!
Here’s the story of my remembering and acknowledging that I’m magic.
I’ve been in Mexico for the past few weeks as many of you know and now I’m in the United States. Before all this, I was thinking about where I’d like to spend the winter and for no apparent reason apart from the obvious - it’s sunny and yummy, it’s delicious and it’s beautiful - Mexico popped.
I managed to fly to Mexico literally two days before the UK shut down completely. Once I booked my flight to Mexico, I found out a really super, exciting thing. If I were in Mexico for two weeks, I’d be able to fly to the United States, to Houston, to do my favourite class in the entire Access Consciousness year, the Maestro class.
Hola from Mexico.
I am in Cancun now, which is a big city on the Caribbean coast.
It’s so funny. I’ve been in Mexico just a little bit more than two weeks and I’ve already moved around the country three or four times. Apart from my first stopover in Mexico City, which was fine, for some reason or another, the other places have not been fun even though I had spent hours and hours on the computer, determined to make my next destination even better! I was trying to force it and figure this out!
But figuring it out never works. Here’s the thing. Figuring it out comes from our sweet heads and yet, my body was letting me know otherwise. The last place I stayed was so intense and my body was contracting and reacting so much that I couldn’t work like I planned. I scarcely did anything!
Hello again from Mexico! I’m going to jump right in and talk with you about jet lag and my brilliant Healy. It’s a little bio-resonance tool and I want to talk to about this amazing thing that’s happened using this little machine (I’ll talk about what Healy actually is and how it works in my future videos and blog posts).
As some of you know, I arrived in Mexico City on Monday to not only high altitude, a six-hour time difference as well. In the past I’ve had days and days of real struggles with awful jet lag yuck until my body got into the new time zone.
Without much preparation, I jetted off. I certainly hadn’t given any thought to time differences. On my first night, after a walk, I went to bed at 10 and slept til 6 and thought ok it’s early for me to wake up but not too bad. Maybe jet lag won’t be an issue.
Yes, I am amazingly in Mexico!!!!! How does it get better than this?
That I am actually here could be called "lucky", a "miracle" or "jammy" as a friend of mine called me on social media!
I arrived a couple of days before the UK declared that nobody could travel for a few weeks.
And I have to acknowledge that I was aware of something. Aware of the need to move quickly. Aware actually, that however much I may love facilitating live classes, as I did from August to October this year, now is not the time to be doing that in Europe.
Sex is one of the most judged activities on the planet. Different cultures have different ways of expressing that judgement – and the result of judgement is never expansive. Judgement will always kill possibilities, and in this case, the possibilities are for communion and pleasure with our own body, and our partner’s body.
So, to fully answer the question why did I create this class, I need to go back in time. It’s only recently that I have realised this, it was so deeply buried in my psyche – when I was a child, I was highly aware of my body, and the pleasure it could give me. That was pretty much stamped out of me; it was made clear to me in different ways by my Mum and my Dad that that kind of enjoyment was not “suitable” and “appropriate” in our family.
As a teenager, and actually all through my adult life in different ways, I was confused about sex, and the sexual experiences me and my friends were having, or seemed to be having. We actually didn’t talk about the details a great deal. We were “nice” British “gals” or young ladies after all.
Are you feeling intense sometimes? And what do you do when you are?
I was away for five weeks in different places (Czech Republic, Brazil, Italy, South of UK and Romania) facilitating classes and being in classes, and had lots to say. When I got home, I had promised myself that I would carry on creating, keep up the momentum…………………….and actually I have been struggling with a lot of physical pain and emotional intensity.
Which I actually get is my body and being “realigning” to a new space of being, which maybe doesn’t have to entail pain, but in this case it did for me! And I get that it is very intense for many of us at the moment.
Are you fed up with an “ordinary” life? Maybe you're stressed out, struggling with low mood, or physical illness? Maybe there's a particular area of your life you would like to change?