I remember so clearly. It was over three years ago now, just as I was really beginning to create an international business. It was almost a casual decision: “Oh! Let’s meet every morning at 9 am and pull energy together.”
So for at least 18 months, my hosts in different places and I met online and did an energy pull together. And guess what? This is when my business started to really take off.
At a certain point, I began to be too busy to do the pulls, we said we would do them once a twice a week, it didn’t really have the same momentum.
Until the beginning of this year - when I have started meeting with everyone creating with me every morning - and yes, it is creating magic in my business and in my life again - everything speeding up with my business, more people coming to classes, more money coming in, and more enjoyment somehow.
So what exactly is an energy pull?
I always judged myself as shy, whilst hesitating to use that word about me. Why? Because I had so much judgement of it, and somehow thought by not talking about it, only mentioning it to the people closest to me who I could trust, somehow nobody else would know.
Of course everybody knew. That’s how secrets are. Everyone knows what we try to conceal about us.
And what was so awful that I wanted to hide it about me? Well, here is the dictionary definition, which still makes me feel a tiny bit “yuk.”
“The tendency to feel awkward, worried or tense during social encounters, especially with unfamiliar people.”
Mmmmmm - my whole life was dominated by the fear of meeting new people, the fear of appearing stupid, and if it came to speaking up in front of people, the whole thing escalated! I remember a time when I had to do some presentations for work: they were every six months, and I would spend two months worrying about them, and two months beating myself up for the failure I had been again! That didn’t leave much time for relaxing and enjoying my life!
Are you fed up with an “ordinary” life? Maybe you're stressed out, struggling with low mood, or physical illness? Maybe there's a particular area of your life you would like to change?