Just Gratiteful

I have spent quite a bit of time over the last couple of weeks with my parents.

My Dad, who is now 88, has been looking after my Mum for the last few years, as she has been increasingly suffering from dementia. And now he realises that he can't cope, that he needs some help, that they actually need to leave the home they have been living in for nearly twenty years.

Beyond that, my Dad has the sense that he will die soon, that actually the life he is living, with so much pain and so many restrictions on his body, is not worth living.

I am so grateful for the tools of Access Consciousness. They mean that I have an ease with what could be a really difficult time. I am also able to be present with my Dad, and actually meet him where he is - not trying to pretend everything is fine, that he will "pull through", not even desiring him to stay, if that is not what he wants. And it feels like a total honouring of my Dad - and I am so grateful.

I am closer to my Dad than I have been since I was really young, and again, yes I am so grateful.

Yes, I keep saying that word - I am beyond grateful for this situation, for what I have chosen over particularly the last few years that gets me to this point, and for the amazing tools of Access Consciousness.

Here I am talking about all of this through this LINK. 

My purpose in writing this, is actually just that, to share gratitude.

And if you have found this inspiring and would like to know more, you can check out my upcoming classes via this LINK.